Awkward Day at the Restaurant
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Chinese restaurant, to be precise. Imagine yourself entering a small restaurant full of Chinese speaking full fledged mandarin, and you were there alone, not being able to speak it, and looking awkward standing there like an idiot. At least that was what happened to me. I almost decided not to eat there, but I braced myself and entered. And boy, eating alone was awkward. Especially if you don't really look Chinese, nor speak the language. See? The complexity of being half. I don't look Indonesian to Indonesians, neither do I look Chinese to Chinese. Like someone said, I guess I look me. But sometimes it's awkward, damnit.

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Name: Cynn
Age: Young. Very Young.

An outlook of my life, fueled not by creativity, but by the sheer need to vent. This is me, a bit depressive, a bit cold, sometimes suicidally hyper, but always longing for something I don't have. Feel free to walk my life, feel the indecisive, fleeting world of a teenager struggling to be better in her makeshift world.

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Toshiba Gigabeat 30g
Hair coloring - very light brown
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Rhapsody vol II and III (thanks to sis)
Better headphones PX100!
WTB: Friend
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