Stagnation

Friday, March 16, 2007

Another New Template
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I'm quite tired with the other red one, it seemed that I didn't put enough effort to do it (come on, barely edited the image. Not like I did with this one too...), and it's RED! I don't really like red due to Childhood trauma upon seeing a murder scene in the toilet. Now I'm quite satisfied with this one. It evolved from using frames (which turned ugly), to using proper table-like layout that I think blogs are much better with.

Salute!

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Interesting
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Interesting, really:

Madrid enforces skinny models ban

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Friday, October 06, 2006

Survey thingy
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Ah... a survey from cute lil' mjm, I cannot resist now that she've mentioned my name directly.

Seven things that scares me:
1. Alone in the dark after watching something scary
2. A long haired girl suddenly crawling out of my monitor
3. Hell
4. God (if he really exists)
5. My depression
6. Being stuck in a silent hill-like world
7. Human-like dolls

Seven random songs at the moment:
Please don't ask me about music, I'm direly isolated from them.

Seven things that I like the most:
1. Food
2. Coffee
3. My bed
4. Money
5. The net
6. Layouts
7. My school uniform (yes, I'm weird, I know that)

Seven important things in my bedroom:
1. My pc
2. Bed, duh
3. Clothes (not really, it's strewn all around the floor)
4. My secret *snip* collection (not much, but it'll grow)
5. Blanket
6. Pillow
7. Money

Seven random facts about me:
1. I can't remember the last time I laughed from being happy
2. I act moronic
3. I'm depressed 2/3 of the time
4. Suicidal
5. If I show concern over people, it's faked.
6. I wish the world would end.
7. I like being alone better.

Seven things I said the most:
1. Pardon?
2. Dunno
3. Yeah, riiiight
4. You wish
5. No, really
6. I'm NOT emo!
7. Geez

Seven things I plan to do before I die:
1. Waste all my money on games and play till I drop
2. Eat anything I want
3. Pull the meanest prank I can
4. Bash people I want to bash
5. Hit someone I hate
6. Sleep
7. If the death is painful, I'll shoot myself in the head first

Seven friends I want to pass this on:
No one, really.

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Monday, October 02, 2006

Old Posts...
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All of my old posts are located in My old Blog, so if you wanna gain insight on how my life is before this, feel free to drop there. I might just republish some random crap I like there, so yeah...

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Sunday, October 01, 2006

Template
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I just... had to write this. My vain struggle on giving my blog an at least decent template. It's tiring. It's frustrating (for a html n00b like me), it's giving me headaches (from lack of sleep), but it's FINALLY done. FINALLY, after 3 hours of painful wrestling with codes that didn't make sense. The coding itself took 30 mins, but understanding the code took most of that painful 3 hours (being spammed by Gazzy certainly didn't help).

Looks a little plain, huh? Certainly, it was a layout I fetched from my old folder, most likely created 3 years ago and then scrapped before it took any form whatsoever. Kinda nostalgic... reminds me of when my life was better than this. But behold! This ain't the time to be emo, this is the time to rant about my blog! So yeah... I basically snatched a coding for the template, altered it around, and sticked it here. Not without getting through hardships of submitting it first. I guess Blogger Beta doesn't allow any change towards the template (html wise), since I tried MULTIPLE times to upload the code there, but it always says something about the language script, so after trying out xanga instead in frustration, and didn't know how to edit the template there, I decided to try plain ol' blogger back instead, since I read something about the beta version not allowing template change thingimajig. So yeah... I almost shouted when it worked. But of course I didn't, because I'm the type that never shouts. Ever.

The blog still needs a lot of work... but bear with me until I can get up with something creative to say.

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Saturday, September 30, 2006

Bloggie
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Hnn... lemme guess, this is probably the third time I've started a blog from scratch. Duh. I have to do something about my forgetfulness. I always forget my password. So, to commemorate it, I've decided to include a result of a quiz I took:

The emotions you feel are: guilt, depression and misunderstood.
You are a very special person, even though people may not see you this way. When around people, you pretend to be somebody totally different from who you really are. There might be a person in your life with who you can truly be yourself, or there might not be.. which would make everything so much worse for you. It is most likely that you act cheerful and normal towards other people, when inside of you there are so many emotions buttled up, its unbearable.. Do you even know why you act the way you do? You probaly hate it that the people around you dont see all that feelings you hide from them; they must be either very blind or stupid, or they just dont want to admit to themselves that youre not who you seem right? You have had a rough past, which is the reason for you feeling the way you do now. All of this made one good thing happen to you though: you have become an incredibly strong person. You seem to be able to deal with your problems all the time, even though there are times you just want to scream, cry, jump out of your skin, or anything like that.. But you never do.. You really need a person to talk to and to be honest with that will understand, because trust me; you will feel better! I know exactly how you feel, and I wish you luck!
Colour: Black
Positive traits: Very strong, smart, kind.
Negative traits: Bottles up too many emotions and too many secrets to be able cope with.
Element: Night

I have no idea how accurate this is, but I know for sure that sometimes indeed I feel this way...

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