Stagnation

Monday, November 13, 2006

Death by Headbutting
[Waiting in Vain @

I've just come to a realization that being headbutted by my 3 years old nephew on the pelvic area (I'm no guy, but it's still bony there) might as well be the worst pain I've ever felt in like, 3 months. Beware of the 3 years old baby who headbutts people! Especially if he's only as tall as your hips! Now being a quite tall person/girl, it's quite shameful I had to say "Ouch!" loudly and recoil from the hit. Braced it like a man, I should.

...And I've also realized that sarcasm does nil to a 5 years old kid. Now that proves troublesome because I usually communicate in sarcasm nowadays.

Last news: My father just agreed to let me live alone seeing that 50-70% of my source of depression now comes from living with those two people I call brother and sister in law. Okay, they're not THAT bad. Yet. But I'm a fairly private person. I need my own space, privacy, and I value freedom above all else, and living with them have failed to provide me those three essential things. You know how 2 families cannot possibly live together without clashing, right? Well, in a sense I'm the second, individual family, and quite frankly, I'm the invader of their privacy here. To be blunt, probably 6 out of 10 cut wounds I've self-inflicted is because of this whole 'we're so happy living together, envy us *smiley face*! Not" scenery.

Well, he's bound to change his mind whent he day actually comes, god knows coming up with whatever excuse he has to not let me live alone (law, I'm immature, I'll burn the house down (I agree with this one), blablabla), which, if that happens, I'll just have to simply break his heart. I'm not going to have another break down like I did exactly a year ago, I'll do anything to prevent that from happening again.

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